That’s the treatments all done :-)))) done – done – done and dusted, finito, finished, over, complete, fini et fini, et factum, mic dropped !! Yeh……I am happy / scared / nervous / excited. I did manage to get an appointment with the consultant to discuss what happens after treatment and to talk about some…

2 races, 2 medals and 2 races cancelled (ish)… I’ve been doing loads of stuff – have I said that before 😁😁😁 1 x cross country – so unbelievably wet – it’s like the weather ‘gods’ heard the words cross country and turned on their big shower in the sky 🙄 and turned the heating…

Coming up to my last treatments, I should be feeling excited, relieved, happy, overjoyed !!? but it doesn’t feel like that at all. The Maggies centre does a course called ‘What Next ?’, because it actually feels a bit like falling off a cliff. People quite often ask me if I’ve had the all clear…

This time of year is horrible – or is it just me ? I feel miserable, a bit ‘crazy’, can’t settle, a bit all over the place !!? This is the time of year I always went OTT with trying to relax with a glass (or two!) of wine, then really needed to do Sober…